Choose washing machines, cars, compact discplayers, and electrical tin openers.

      Choose good health, low cholesterol and dental insurance.

      Choose fixed-interest mortgage repayments.

      Choose a starter home. Choose your friends.

      Choose leisure wear and matching luggage.

      Choose a three piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics.

      Choose DIY and wondering who you are on a Sunday morning.

      Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing sprit-crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth.

      Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing you last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked-up brats you have spawned to replace yourself.

      Choose your future.

      Choose life.

      But who would I want to do a thing like that?

      I chose not to choose life: I chose something else. And the reasons?
      There are no reasons. Who need reasons when you've got heroin?
      So why did I do it? I could offer a million answers, all false.
      The truth is that I'm a bad person, but that's going to change, I'm going to change.
      This is the last of this sort of thing. I'm cleaning up and I'm moving on, going straight and choosing life.
      I'm looking forward to it already. 

说什么青春，说什么美好，说什么理想，说什么幸福。
都他妈的在放屁。
有选择吗，有选择吗？除了不选择还有别的选择吗？
慢慢的到尽头。
无理取闹的边缘。
老天才知道怎么猜。
噱头。
与自己毫无关系。
是吗？是吗？真的是吗？
还是身不由己自作聪明。
平庸，平淡，小幸福。令人生厌。
观景。口口声声的肮脏。
美学理念清澈见底。
老天，那才是最美丽的世界。
厌倦不尽人意的世界，厌倦彩电，厌倦相机，厌倦各种各样的呼吸。
说是美好的日子，到底是让人恶心透顶。
游侠世界？算了吧。
公主骑士都他妈的见鬼去。
看起来闹哄哄的欢欣鼓舞说到底是掩饰猜不出结局的社会理想。
根本就没有那个最美好的世界。
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一辆疾驶的车。
我只知道要刺激，要飙车。
到最后，碰到些什么我自己也不知道。
即使整个世界都是对的。而我错了。
我仍坚持我的错。
不断与过去告别，不断行走，不断看到新的色彩和声音。
马上就要。